BrokenLensCap

art through the lens

my 4 o’clock…

leave a comment »

“schizophrenia”

the inspiration for the title came from a song

“Schizophrenia”

A silver plated numbing gun
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I’ve got the mood that seems to scare ya.
I’m paranoid, self destroyed.
Believe me lord I’m sorry
I’ve got the mood that seems to bury ya
I’ve got the nightmare called…
Schizophrenia

I cry. I cry and I don’t know why.
The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don’t know why.
The fever becomes my home.
Becomes my home.

I love it when you’re holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven’t felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
I bet you’re waiting for a long sob story
OF how I was mistreated again.
No, I wasn’t built that way.
I was strong but desperately brave,
And I didn’t mean to scareya…
Schizophrenia.

-Blue October

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: